被遗忘在角落的我

突然发现此时的自己被遗忘在某个角落了
没有人去在意我的点点滴滴，
没有人想起这个曾经他们生活中的过客
我只是那些过客中平凡的一个
对，我不是特别；我不是唯一的；
我不是你们生活的重心...
呜呜，突然有股想哭的欲望
不知道自己为什么会这样

感觉经常被遗忘的自己，总是
将朋友放在很重要的位置
可如今事实证明这样做的我又不对了吗
我只是想说你们对我真的很重要
但是反言之，我对你们呢？不重要？
或许吧.. 或许这就是最终的答案吧

我知道我是个不善于表达自己的人
我不希望得到你们的只是冷眼相待
我虽不希望得到太多的关注，
但我却不希望得不得你们的在意，
被你们所忽略..
或许应该说我是那种耐不住别人对我的冷眼相待
所以只要适当的在意我，偶尔的对我表示关心
我只要求偶尔，并不要你们时时刻刻..
难道这点要求也是过分的吗？不理解。。
那样我就会感到很满足
我觉得这不是过分的要求，
因为对于我自己来说，我能够做到这点，
我能够时常的想起你们..

现在的我好像没有主动去联系你们，
就没有人跟我联系了
感觉好孤单
都说越长大越孤单，或许吧..
孤单是一个人的狂欢，狂欢是一群人的孤单
可是我做不到这点
没有你们的世界变的乏味无趣
没有你们的世界我提不起劲
没有你们的世界我会感到很孤单..

不要把我遗忘
不要把我置于那个角落
不要把我像玩偶那般扔在那个不起眼的角落
不要..
不要..

重拾...

好久没来这了
晚上突然想到自己还有这样一个博客
这个博客开通本来是应我们老师的要求
可是现在那个科目结束了，老师也没教我们了
好像就将这个Blogger遗忘在那个角落了

现在重拾这个博客
希望能够从今天开始
记录自己的成长历程
记录生活中的点点滴滴
因为发觉自己失去了太多，
失去了太多生活中的回忆
失去了太多成长过程中陪伴我的种种

现在我应该将它重新早回
虽然找不回以前的了，
可是可以从现在开始为自己
的生活制造更多的回忆

那样等以后可以慢慢的回味
回味过去的种种，回味以前的
那些不管快乐与悲伤的回忆..

Tnx

tnx all of u my families,
my friends, and the strangers
who past by my life..
because of you
my life has been colorful

i am proud of all of you

where there is a will, there is a way!

From the ''The will of a river'' we know, if we cannot
overcome obstacles, we can under come them; the
river kept their way to the end of their course;
the river was not merely determined to flow
just anywhere; it was determined to reach the sea,
to reach the great end.

Have a goal is very important for us. If there is no goal,
just go with the stream, you don't know what do you
want really want, what can you get in the future,
then your life will be wateriness from your birth
to your end. That is why we should have a goal
or a will. The sentence ''wherethere is a will,
there is a way'' influenced me so much.

When I was in senior high school, i really don't like
science, may be can say hate it. So i think i
can not do it well, there is no will about it.
From that moment on, when i came up
problems with it, i just left it, because
there is a sound in my mind said '' i cannot
do it''. and sometimes, some classmates
asked me about the problems,
i don't know that is my reply without
read the problems even the easy one.
so what is the result? off course i didn't do it well.
But one day, my teacher asked me to look around
in our class. Someone who was not good in
science before, but now, they do well in it. why?
they worked hard, and the most important one
is that they have a will about it,
they said themselves they can do it well.
And the teacher said to me'' there is a will,
there is a way'', you can do it. just believe in yourself.
Have a goal for your future, what do you really need?
what do you want in the future? what should you do now?
There are so many questions in my mind. And i think
the problems again in mind. so after that, i make
a goal for myself, do this subeject well. maybe
not very good, but that is better than befor!

we should like the river, have a great goal to reach the sea,
reach the great end. not only flow just anywhere.

Poverty

The definition of the poverty is different
for everyone. someone says the
people who don't have food, house is poverty;
someone says the people who don't have enough
money to buy what they need is poverty;
and someone says the people who don't have
car, don't have much money is poverty...
So poverty is depend on people, you think you
are poverty and then you are poverty, on the
other hand, you think you are not poverty and
then you are not poverty.
And there are different definitions for every
country. like in American the people who
don't have the better house, don't have the
better car, is poverty. But how about in
Philippines, the people who don't have the
house, don't have food, is poverty.
So poverty is also depends on the economic
of the country.
When we say poverty, it is not only on economic, on money;
it also says in other way, like the knowledge, we can
also say the poverty on it.
We can not change the circumstance, but we can
change our mind. when you are poverty, just change your
mind think it in positive way.Then you can be better.